Dear Diary

who and what should i be ?

2005-04-22T21:37:00.000-07:00

life is full with ups and downs,
its our destiny and we must learn to accept it,
easy it is for us to say,
to carry it out its definitely the problem.
i made up my mind to be a better person that before,
to excel in both studies and life,
sadly that it didnt work out so far,
but i dare not say what it will be in the coming future.
at times i think in my deepest thought,
if i had made the right choice ot be in this way,
but i think it is not a mistake,
as human will be lost if no aim is to be reach.
ive lost my love recently,
whom i trust to be with me till the end,
there is nothing that i can do,
but to search it over again.
how long will it take,
for that i dont know,
where should i look,
only the faith will guide me,
who should i be,
and what should i be,
it depends on every single decision i make in my life.
impossible is nothing,
if we dare to try,
failure will never be an answer,
provided we accept the consequences of our very own decision.

well, im sorry that i didnt blog for quite a time. was sort of bz and lazy...my life revolves aroung books and tests these days. failing two out of four units for the first test is not very convincing. but its already a truth which cannot be denied. wonder wat went wrong and where should i correct it? sigh, only the times will tell. hopefully i will get the things right soon.

cad is not a meow meow...

2005-04-22T21:19:00.000-07:00

today ler, i met my friend andrew and xeng xuang, so ofcoruse i ask him wat is he doing in monash/sunway university. he said he is doing CAD.so i told su-lyn that i met my friend and they are studying about CAD...is sounds like CAT and su-lyn was like..wat?????they study wat? i said CAD, she said huh, they studied about meow meow?they i laugh like hell...then i told yoong kang the story, he reacted fantastically...it was the joke of the day...btw, did u guys know that petronas tower klcc was voted to be one of the seven wonders in the world?

wat a day, wat a luck, wat a post...

2005-04-12T21:48:00.000-07:00

well, it was a great tuesday today. i joined the basketball club, yeap, u heard me, me, benjamin tan, joining the basketball club, and they had training from 6-8pm. so went to the two hours lecture today and ponteng my maths lecture which is three hours later after the second lecture. so we(wen wai, yoong kang, yuen shin, and i) went out with wei leng and jenn was there too. we watched spanglish and it is more to a touching film than a comedy. this is so not adam sandler. darn...then we chow and i went back to uni to take part in the training. while waiting for the time to past, i went to the computer lab to check on my stuff then i went to the cafe and i met sue-li and gang...i was starving and there is ntg much left in the cafe, except for the hotdog...darn.i ate one and i had to control myself not to take more coz i dont wanna end up with appendix(if my spelling is the right one). with starvation i went to the training.it was a tough training for me coz i lost my stamina, as in totally...the it was the AGM time. we select and nominate the members, there were about 15 of us there. guess the seniors aint there yet. darn, i was nominated and elected to be the publicity incharge. sigh, wondering if it is a good or bad news. oh yeah, i met a couple of new friends today and they were quite friendly.well, have to know them well, coz we are a team after all rite. the i drive back starving and thirsty. reach home safely and had my dinner and then i blog...wats next? sleeping i guess or probably, which the chances are small, do some revision.

suspence --------> close call!!!

2005-04-06T13:18:00.000-07:00

went earlier today to university to test out the rocket of mine before the lab at 9 today. before leaving the hse, i have to make three trips back to my room (i havent started driving yet lar), for get to take stuff. duh...pissed!!!reach university 5 mnutes later then expected. then wanna try out the rocket, my plan to test with our own pump fail...so didnt try...was worried about the rocket. wait for half an hour and (teng teng teng teng teng), the time is up, lab time. we are given one testing shot, three real shots. testing shot, guess how far it went, 12m away from the original target...oh yeah forget to tell u guys about the aim of the target. we are suppose to shoot the rocket in the basket located 15m away from the launch point.the closer ur rocket stop to the target point, the more marks ull get. then after the adjustment, yoong kang and i full with hope and laucnh the rocket, results 8m away from the target again, overshot. we were so worried that we followed other group to test it out again aiming to the back lar. after long trying, dr.lan says there are two teams left, us and another grp, we decided to give in out last shot( we are the last one to shoot the rocket) of luck for today, we pump and it flies...................................0.81m away from the point....both of us celebrated as if we wont the academy awards!!!darn happy, we are one of the few who manage to get less then 1m from the target.......cool man..................started my new day in a happy mood!!!btw, the lab assistant suck...dont even know how to repair a pump.

things are clear

2005-04-01T20:00:00.000-08:00

sorry that i didnt keep my blog up to date. was bz and dont have the mood to post the blog. well, went to uni today to my project. it went on preety well and hope it works that well on the original day. i talk to one of my close friend, A, today. A was sad and we sort of talk through the phone. we talked for quite a long time. one of the thigns that we chat is regarding the distance between the two of us. we manage to make things clear and to remain as close friend. i suppose i give it up for quite some time already...however it was only last week where i make up my mind to give it up on sumthing that will not be possible to happen as a rock cannot be a strawberry.though it is hard to make up the decision as its sort of a heartache to let something that u like to go.but wat su-lyn said is true, its better to have many friends, then to concentrate on a girl. i will keep on with this 'words of wisdom' till i found the right gal, which i dont know where and when i will be able to find her. sad as i might be but this is part of life. each and every experiences in life makes us a better person out of us. though i said that i hated my ex often, but i actually dont. im greatful for the time she spent with me and the things she thought me during the 9 months. though for some ppl she is cruel to break up with me, as i felt that at times, she is a nice person and a total perfect gal to be a soul mate. we break up partly is because we aint the right couple, so ofcourse, we all will move on to find the correct one. i dont know if she will forgive me nor herself for the break up, but i trully keeps no hatred or harsg feeling towards her. since she dont wanna chat and keep in touch with me these days, there is nothing that i can do to change the fact but only to take things as it is.

we think that we are always right,
but is that the truth,
or is that not,
no one knows but only we urself.

being perfect as it may seems,
but is that for real,
nobody know for sure,
coz its we who assume the terms perfect.

i might say that its her fault,
but it may not be,
coz the feeling of hatred affect out thoughts as always,
that is why there is such thing call calm.

i can say that i love no one but her,
is that to fast to be mention,
only the time will tell.

things that i said about doesnt mean that i wil give up on my love life.i will move on and to find the right one for me. just wana say that things we may assume in life to be right but its not always being so coz we and the one who said that and there is no evidence to back that up.lol, dont ask me why am i saying this, as i myself got no idea for that.

wondering ...

2005-03-12T16:17:00.000-08:00

its a new year,
so its a new beggining,
a new environment,
and ofcourse, a new life.

sadly as im attached with the past,
whereby im not a good achiever,
i lost my love,
and i lost my faith.

till now im in search of a new love,
however with a person that never will be.

wonder when can i find HER,
wonder how will i know HER,
i do wish to share my experiences with HER,
and i do wish that SHE is here.

just not feeling the right way as i should do. the feeling of sad and disappointment strike me again. for those who knows me well, u must be thinking, not again!!!im sorry k. i cant help it but to feel that way.

ANGRY!!!

2005-03-09T06:01:00.000-08:00

me not being myself.

2005-03-07T20:58:00.000-08:00

well, it was just days ago when i advice yune-ine not to be too stress over herself. sadly, im in her condition today. probably ive been restless over the weeks. i dont know what i want, i dont know what i need, i dont know what i see. well, im over reacting the whole day of today which i dont know why. i sure know that im worrying about my studies. its like, no one trust nor believe that i can do well in the semester, neither do i. am i pushing myself too hard with the books? sumtimes when im alone, ill think of a gal. liking a person but to know u cant be with her is trully a sad and horrible thing. recently im back in talking terms with her, shouldnt i be happy? why am i not? we are now more than friends but not the lover type, shouldnt i be satisfied. some of my friends says i should i i tot i am, which i think im not. today, i found out that the gal whom i saw recently in class aint the one i like, its more like a crush to me only. am i just thinking too much, or that is really what ill have to solve in my life? however, i realy feel glad coz i got a grp of friends who are there for me everyday. without them, i doubt i can still handle things that well at this moment. yet, some problems are meant to be solve by oneself where no one elses can help u out.

cool nite !!!

2005-03-06T00:13:00.000-08:00

woke today morning and supopse to revise my units, but, ntg went into my brain lar. so ended up watching NBA, dallas vs lakers. shocking game till my sister woke up where i need to fetch her aroudn the city as an exchange for her to accompany me to seach for monteres golf and country club where ill be having my oreantation ntie, tonite, in fact i ust came back from the party. well, took us quite sumtime before we found the place,thanks to the map who doesnt really help much. then came back home take my bath and drive to yuen shin place to meet up with the rest. by the time we reach teh club, we registered and walked to the pool side where the food(lousy lar) is served. OMG, when i was talking to yuen shin if SHE might be here, right away she appear in front of me. wearing a white shirt covering the black inner shirt. with her hair style she looks so adorable. then after makaning for less then half an hour, we were invited into the pub to get along witht he rest of the activities. IM UNDER-AGE LER. went there performance about the history of dancing, was fun and interesting. funny guys. then they got the lucky draw which always will not have me getting any luck. then another performance which is by a student who sings (cant even get a single word she is saying). thena nother lucky draw. this time, sumthing funny happen, sue-li's number was mention and she didnt knew it, end up yuen shin is the one informing her coz they were talking about their number mintues ago, or should i say seconds ago?slow lar sue-li. wakakaka. then we they opent he dance floor and we danced...cool. dance till sweting man. well ofcoruse i suck in dancing. wats new for me lar. then i got to know a friend of sue-li's, name sophia, very nice gal to talk to. then i know a senior by the name of nathan, interesting guy (i think). yuen shin and i asked him about the physic project and yuen shin sort of like warn me not to steal the idea from nathan as she would like to do so. haha, i dont think i will coz i dont even get to visualise the shape of the model that nathan mentioned. the party finished at 1045, which was suppose to be 1200. sue-li, shi yan, mellisa, joleen, and another friend followed yuen shin's car, and i have to drive back alone. sob sob.reach home safely and nicely.it was a fun nite.

im crazy.

2005-03-04T21:12:00.000-08:00

today drive to monash as usual. i wore black today coz i got the feeling that SHE will be wearing black today.wakaka.mana tau when su-lyn reach my hse, she wore black too..haha. maybe i really got the face problem that even the parking entrance machine cheated extra rm1 from me. and worst of all, i only need to attend an hour class today, darn!!!while waiting for the rest in the cafe, i saw her.......and guess wat....she is really wearing black today. gosh am i happy. she is so adorable. then i went to the library to hand in my form and bla bla bla. went to class and she sat next to me with three obstacle in between. this includes the projector, a guy and a gal. darn.....feel like throwing them out of path. ishkh.....then after class i went makan, joining yune-ine, eevon, shi yan, yuen shin, weing wai, and su-lyn at the table.makan chicken rice and fried rice today...then went to the pc lab to check out on the print outs. ntg new...weng wai went to gym afgter that, yuen shin and su-lyn went to midvalley, following them to the car park i was still thinking as to wether i should go to the library. i ended turn around and went to the library. stayed there for an hour and manage to solve a question of the momentum units. got the correct answer but yet, i thought i was wrong. duh...dum me. then i walk to my car and i was thinking about meself, why am i being such a flower heart person, i fall for twos in the matter of four months. i felt that im such an idiot. however, both the gal whom i fall for will never work out. as i just not wat they are looking for, i guess.drove in misery as i was on my way back. reached home and i sleep as usual after playing games on the pc. thats all for now i guess.

nothing but ordinary.

2005-03-03T20:48:00.000-08:00

i got no classes today coz the lab is not available for now. so i ended up dota-ing with ee sern tian han and zenki in silver today for a couple of hours.then i cabut, half way to my car, hujan lebat. so cannot continue walking coz its darn heavy. waiting in melur for half an hour till it finally cool down.reach home and play cm05 and do my momentum unit's homework at the same time. manage to finish a couple of tough question. so darn happy. whuile driving today, i again tot of my ex and my experiences with her. dont know why but i was thinking and feeling very low at that time. wahaha.wats new. i even thought of HER, the gal in the uni classes whom her name is yet to know.

math is boring!!!

2005-03-02T23:10:00.000-08:00

its a freaking bored class. dr. chong just loves to lecture the hall instead of the students. how am i gonna survive in math for the remaining of the semester?u tell me!!! anyway, saw HER today again. she looks nicer today with a white t-shirt and blue jeans skirt. her hair is just attractive. today we sat two rows apart, me below, her above. darn its hard to turn back and to look at her. really wondering if i ever will have the chance to talk to her? sob sob...

yeay yeay?

2005-03-01T21:18:00.000-08:00

haha, dont know yeay for wat. well, revise my subjects yesterday nite till one sumthing. this is so not me as im revising on the first day of classes? weird...went to monash today as usual and attent the two hours long class before a huge and long break. guess how long it was...three freaking hours. the rest suggested to go to midvalley which i dont really wanna go coz i feel like studying (yeah yeah, for those who know me for years will find this weird, even myself), too bad i didnt bring my passport size photo to complete the form. indirectly, it means that i cant enter the library, so WHATS THE POINT OF STAYING BACK WHERE THERE IS NO WHERE I CAN DO MY STUFF. outside of library will be sort of noisy, cant study there for sure. so we went to midvalley, wanted to buy the LP together with jay-z album but they (Speedy) dont have it. i was with yoong kang while su-lyn, weng wai, and yuen shin bz-ing shopping in Guess as they are having the mega sale there. went makan after that, had a double hotdog, and three dunkin donoughts. very the full ler!!! went back to monach for the last one hour class, then we went for the photo taking for our monash ID. blardy hell as i was told not to smile again coz they cant see my eyes when i smile. so i DID not smile and my photo was taken when im not aware of. guess wat, the monash ID card of mine sucks coz it was attached with a 'gong-kia' face. darn!!!oh yeah , i took my monash t-shirt today, took the M size, navy blue colour. wated black but the smallest for that particular colour is L, too big for me. they got light blue, grey, navy blue(mine), and black. oh yeah, we got a free gigantic calender. last but not least, i saw the gal in class today but thanks to some guys, we ended didnt sit next to each other, in conclusion, i failed to talk to her. lol, wat a failure. another sad news is that i didnt get to meet yune-ine today, which i suppose to coz i didnt meet her for the past six days (today, tuesday, is included). well, thats all for today...

gosh...

2005-02-28T21:15:00.000-08:00

how can i forget to mention it in the previous post!!! ntg important actually. i saw a preety gal today in the class, she sort of getting my attention. she got a sweet but serious look. sigh, abit tall for me to go after lar. that is the case if only i got the chance to know her and catches her attention. the chances for that to heppen is like near 0%.

wat a way to start the first class.

2005-02-28T21:12:00.000-08:00

wow...today is officially the first day of my classes in monash university. it was sort of intersting for some subject and bored for the others. well, i would say that dr.ooi for the mass, heat and momentum subject is a good lecturer but fast at the same time. need to work hard on this sub or else ill need to prepare to fail this particular sub man. darn............comes to math for engineering thought by dr.chong was a bit of bored. very toneless and he looks as if he doenst know his books. but im sure he is good in his ways, just that when he was teaching, i sudeently miss mrs.kee, my SAM specialist maths teacher. seriously, no offence to him. here is the interesting part, dr.lan rocks. he is like a joker and a great lecturer at the same time. can just crack a joke on the spot which catches everyone's attention. it was a lively class and everyone loves it. gosh, as the for dr.ooi's class, today was our first lecture class and we already finishes one chapter and the beginning part of chapter two in this two hours class. and sort of lot homework.gosh........but the tutorial and lab are not gonna start this week so we went back early today. mostly sleeping as im very tired as i watched the below standard liverpool playing a game against chelsea in the league cup final. wasted my time and energy for supporting liverpool for once in the century.

wa boh song!!!

2005-02-25T18:21:00.000-08:00

well, suppose to go to the course briefing yesterday but i chow half way and went to pyramid for constantine...darn good lar the show wei.the today suppose to go the the workshop in monash, ended up didnt go also. yet again went to pyramid to watch 'shall we dance'. lol, i drop a few tears in the show.muahahaha. then i sent yoong kang, yuen shin, mellisa, shi yan and sue-li home...was unhappy coz i didnt know that she going to her hse.i accidentally sent her home and i felt guilty. coz i think she was upset (who would't) and angry (cmon, its my fault ler). for all i know is that i dont like to upset anybody, especially her.so eventually i spoilt my own day.

unsure thinking!

2005-02-22T22:08:00.000-08:00

today i woke up and went to subang. went there to dota with brian and chun wei and tian han and ee sern and yoong kang...played there till 4 plus. then i met up with my cousin, benson, and irene in club7 to pool for a while. then i chow and reach home before 6. played the pc and watch tv.wathing the show and i was thinking of a lot of things. i heard that my friend , aric, who is studying sam in taylors now, got a galfriend. i sort of think back my times last year where i get attached to my lovely galfriend, denise, whom is my classmate. however, we broke up later on after we got our results were released.she decides to break up with me. was in a horrible position after the break up coz i loved her alot...however, its all the past now. then i met this gal whom i like but things didnt work out due to a certain reasons. we are still friends now, except my ex, denise. she still ignored me.so i cried for a while. felt the loneliness and scared. smsed eevon and she calm me down. my best bud. am i still in love with her, she who turned me down, or am i not? however, i know no matter what my feelings are, we will never work out. sigh...

first day in monash...

2005-02-21T21:30:00.000-08:00

woke up quite early today coz ill be driving to monash and i wanna avoid the traffic jam as much as i can.been up and ready myself up.gosh i forget to replace my shoe lace coz the previous wan sort of torn apart. done that as fast as possible while su-lyn already reach my hse waiting for me.haha.we left the hse by 715am and fetch erin...drive drive and drive till i reach monash by 815am due to the jam...ish. meet up with the rest and went into the multi-purpose hall (MPH) and stuck there for hours. endz at 1130am after the long rediculous speeches which makes everyone yawnning and tired. send su-lyn back after that and i went to ACS, my secondary school to get my SPM copies certified.considered me unlcuky coz i need to make a second trip there in a day coz the photocopy machine ROSAK...sigh sigh. the i balik rumah and take my makan then i slept. was half way watching kill bill though, boring show.woke up by six and take my bath...mana tau yuen shin already sms me telling me that they will be at asia cafe in about 15 minutes time and im still at home. sort of speed up my action i leave the hse and speed all my way to subang coz we gonna lou sang mar. dont wanna miss it.well, finish them makan at about 800pm then we went to foosball...omg i laugh like hell when i see sue-li play. she scored a fantastic goal against our big sister, yuen shin. then i left the place with the rest at 830pm. reach home and watch NBA ALLSTAR GAME repeat on astro. thats all for today...it was a happy day coz i talk to her again after so long........

last sunday in the hols :(

2005-02-20T00:03:00.000-08:00

well, will be stariting my courses in monash university malaysia tomolo. so as usual, i woke up early morning and went for the basketball training. played quite well today...SURPRISINGLY. after that, i went to hui wan's hse to celebrate CNY. wasnt having much luck in gambling there. won a little though.stayed there till six and then chiow..........reach home. watch part of the FA cup between chelsea and newcastle...watch for 20 minutes and i slept.....

melbourne university

2005-02-14T00:58:00.000-08:00

today is the day where my bestest buddy, Ian Gan Chee Chang left for melbourne...gonna miss him.took the 9am flight today. didnt sent him off coz he insisted us not to do so. well, he did sms me saying that he'll be back before he onboard the plane.i went to play basketball this morning with benson, gary, irene, yun keong, jasmine and charlynn. played till 12pm. was exhausted. suppose to visit tian han's palce but cancel it last minute due to the shortage of friends going.ntg much i did today...been gambling with my family the whole day. lost $$$ today.well, its alrite...its always not a 100% winning rite? watch man utd vs man city today. thanks to rooney man utd won 2-0. cool coz we are picking on chelsea. later on i went online and start to update my blog since yune-ine reminded me to do so.btw, it was wei leng's birthday, my pet sister birthday, the leng lui's birthday...they are all the same person ok--------> wei leng. wishes her the bestest wishes in her life. since its past twelevenow, i wishes everyone a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY...im celebrating it with my alone coz im single ler.....

fantastic day

2005-02-12T00:35:00.000-08:00

woke up at 8am today but delayed till 9 pm.mike ssmed me telling me that he needs time to prepare himself since he just got up. i felt weird coz im suppose to fetch him by 940am and its only 9am...haha.weird huh.got up and took my bath...drove and pick mike up by 935am. went to pum petrol and then stop at yun keong's hse front gate by 952am.we suppose to meet there by 10am.i was early but nobody were there. waited for quite long till everyone arrive.me went to my hse, aric's hse, benson's hse, aaron's hse, and last but not least charlynn and jasmine's hse. went fer dinner after that at V-garden. Jas's mom belanja us again. oh boy are we lucky and shy.after that we went back to Jas's hse and decided last minute to stay over at her place since irene dare not drive back to her place due to the time which is near midnight. felt insecure and unsafe.but i left earlier before midnight to send mike home and i manage to take a bath at home.then i drove back to Jas's hse and stayed there. Farney huh? slep all the way till near 11am the next day when Jas's mum woke us up since there are guests coming. later i went back and pick up chee chang on the way back from his hse. took my bat at home then went to yuen shin's hse ...open hse lar. makan there with my college classmates and then they came to my hse.by 6pm they left.suppose to meet up with them at nite but i was too lazy to move my butt. so i stayed at home.

2rd Day of Cny!!!

2005-02-11T00:25:00.000-08:00

i cant really remember wat happens in the past few days lar...so ill start it from the 10th of Feb. didnt do much things today. been around the hse chatting and watching tv. there are visits from my dad's friend...so got ANG PAU to collect. happy lar!!!suppose to visit uncle michael but he went to genting already...my sister and i along with my mom only knows it when we reach uncle's front gate...silly visit and its a total waste of energy. reach home and i went to kum fook's hse. met a few old friends there. we chit chatted and gamble a little over there. lost a little though.the i went back to my hse after spending an hour and the half there as i promised to go out with chee chang. he pick me up and we went out with his sister, jaslynn and boon tiong came along lor. went to watch himalaya singh.quite dum lar the show but farney lo. the went back home and watch tv and makan dinner. later play mah jong with me ada, mum, and sister.......wheee i won alot.....the end of the day.

sigh...

2005-02-06T02:36:00.000-08:00

well, been lazy lately, thats why i didnt post on any new blogs. sorry guys. well ntg much happen to me lately. went to subang with chee chang to dota...spending lotsa $$ but it was worth it
coz my bestest buddy chee chang will be leaving to australia soon. gonna miss him alot man...well i got my first GODLIKE in dota last friday. after so long of dota games...sigh. as for today, went to subang again just to play pool with my cousin and good friend, benson and yun keong. played and makan there for three hours. it was fun but costly. its CNY soon, so i wishes everyone a happy chinese new year and win more money? lol. thats all for today as there is ntg special which happens to me.

depressed or just tired?

2005-01-27T21:31:00.000-08:00

well, woke up early today and watch football, man utd vs chelsea...boy was that a fantastic game, especially when giggs equalised...but end up losing then. sad sad case. then i slept and wake up again to watch australian open. the hot chick maria sharapova lost to serena...am i pissed. she should have wrapped up the game when the chances were there. guess its just now my day, seeing manutd and sharapova to lose in their SEMI-FINAL. boy....in the end i spent my time with my pc playing the games. half way though i felt lonely and sad...its like im so lonely that nobody cares about me. the feeling just came to me, so kinda drop a few tears. play all my way till dinner, yet feeling very depressed and sad. then i met Sumay online and sort of sharing with her about my depressed feeling relating to my ex. thats all for today, not sure if ill be able to sleep early later.GOODNITE.

its a tired day of travelling

2005-01-26T17:39:00.000-08:00

well, i went to subang jaya this morning to finish up my Monash University application. its so smart of me to try the Kesas highway(since its cheaper and faster as to compare with Federal highway), in the end i got 'LOST'...yeah lost...how fantastic.by the time i found my way to subang, i wasted extra money and my petrol and ONE HOUR...how stupid can i be. my tough luck didnt end there, by the time i got to monash, there out for lunch break from 12pm till 230pm, guess wat time i reached there.....12.40pm.sigh...went back to taylor's as i need to certify my LAN results copy and i sort of argued with the guard who insist that there is no more parking in the college. isnt that a fantastic claim when the car in front of me(a merc) went in? sigh, end up i park in subang square. walk all the way to college and settle my certification and back to my car within half an hour. then went to pyramid to do sum shopping. have to buy te ear ring for Michelle as she is leaving to UK this weekend. sad sad and sob sob. i even bought a shirt from Body Glove. then its about 3.10pm, so i went back to monash to complete my purpose of the day. by the time im done, its already 4.00pm. drive my way back and stop by ah po (Sue-li) 's hse to pass her Michelle's present. since she is gonna meet up with her tomolo. im still hoping that i can send Michelle off from the Airport. sigh sigh sigh.................well, thats my whole day...im darn tired.

hello everybody!!!

2005-01-26T01:42:00.000-08:00

hey ppl, its my first post as im new to this blog. well, i was sort of lazy to start a blog at the first place, but the reoccuring boredome in my daily life force me to create one. yeayea, my life is boring. wat to do, still single so dont need to go out pak tor.lol. feel free to chat here and send me any comments. no worries about being harsh on the words, i dont mind. be free in here, hope to hear from u guys ya. as for now, its 1.43a.m. in the morning, im waiting for the football game to start. Liverpool against Watford, im not a liverpool suppor though. just wanna watch football!!!